Relationship ( part 1)

Hmm....I believe this is a common topic for all of you. Some of u may have experienced it before , be it bad relationship or memorable relationship. Well, of coz for the minority out there who have not been in a relationship before, u have nothing to say abt it. But i think being in a relationship is not only the seen by the status ( gf&bf). Maybe some of u are close 2 each other, have the chemical romance bwtn u 2, but yet...there is no status. I think this type of 'un-status' state can be rather irritating. ( based on personal experience, k? u may disagree with me too....)
All right, move on. Today, i shall touch a bit about my past relationship as well as my current relationship. Believe it or not, i never had a boyfriend since last year. I had my 1st boyfriend last june. It all so sudden n fast. He is my best friend's friend. Call him K.Last June, he had a holiday and he went to sgapore.Initially, i didnt really like him as he is quite irritating. Always bullying me and insulting me . I hate him . But since i dnt knw Y, when we r walking in the mall, he started to play a fool. I knw he his those type quite close to girl. So i dint really bother, coz i thnk he is just playing. U knw, like open-minded PPL. Hold hands, no big deal. Ok, so he held my hands, and i just let it be. Coz, i dont care as i have stated b4 in my previous sentences. So, we started getting quite close. I dint really like him, though i admit i kinda feeling enjoyed when i am with him. We started talking on da phone, smsing, meeting each other. He didnt like me initially also. So, i guess both of us were like palying with fire? and as the fire goes big, we end up being in the big trap itself.

As tht was my 1st encounter of having so called 'boyfriend'. I am rather insecure abt having no status with him, so, i asked a status from him. He seemed reluctant @ 1st and i am kinda dejected abt it. Aniwae, he asked me whether i wanna be his gf over the phone . By this time, he had already back in jakarta. Therefore, we have LD ( Long - Distance Relationship). Our relationship lasted for 6 mths. AND BOY! I AM SO GLAD I END IT I TELL U!!!!

Initially, we r quite close . But after times goes by, we started to drift away. I dnt mind coz i knw i can trust him. And, erm...ya...i dnt wanna waste $ . ( coz i was scolded spending $200 on calling him overseas) . I think i sacrified a lot for him. And i really treat him V nice tht i treat him better like how i treat myself. Ok, u knw i stayed up till 12 midnight jst tht i cn be the 1st person to wish him happie bday. I was already tired tht night, and i afraid i may fall asleep if i lay in my bed. I even ask my good friend, Herman ( thanK You yach say...) to accompany me till 12 midnght so tht i dnt fall asleep. Then, I still call him the next day to re-wish him again. N u'll knw sumthng? My bday!! HE didnt even wish me.... He is nt da 1st one. I knw he is busy, so i dnt mind. And, i gave him 1 day allowance to wish me, yet but to no avail. And i think he wished me on 5 oct ( 3 days after my bday ) , WORSE still...he had 4getten abt my bday and my best frd was the one actually reminded him !! HE still can even defend himself by saying its nt tht bad coz he had seen me his bday gift 4 me ( which i had recieved abt 2 mths b4....) Kinda smart 4 excuses rght? dnt u guys think so....???

And the list goes on, how i feel tht i am treated rather unfair. Which of coz i blindly accept it. ...i will update again tml. Of coz...i will also blog abt my present relationship.